RANSVESTIA

being attended thus by a boy, and gained a lot of sensual delight from it. I was soon assisting her prepare for her bath, and dressing her again af- terwards, but at no time was I allowed to see her completely stripped, nor did I want to. It was a very traumatic experience for me, so unused to it, to see as much as I did. My duties were to lay out her new set of undies and frock, or skirt and blouse, etc., and after she had dressed in the foundation garments, to assist her on with the rest, do her hair and general grooming.

Quite naturally, I believe, I soon loved all this. I recognize now, as she did then, that I had a predisposition to cross-dress, and I looked for- ward with increasing eagerness for Saturday to come round. I would get the greatest thrill if she had a new item of clothing for me, which she often did, be it another frock, a slip, perhaps a new colored pair of bloomers or new stockings. I loved it when she cuddled and kissed me, which she loved to do.

So, when after a year of this, our family decided to move to a larger city to obtain better job opportunities, I was sorry but she was quite des- olate at the prospect.

And thus an idylic period came to an end. It should not be surprising then that this first experience set the pattern for my future desires. Over the years since then it has not been sufficient for me to get away by my- self and dress up. I have, by cunning and careful planning, created sit- uations where a woman, or women, have felt they could use me as their assistant, and of course, by the service and the help I have been to them, made them pleased that they did. Not that all my efforts have been suc- cessful, far from it. Some, most, in fact, have failed to get off the ground. At least two situations turned out to be out of control, and I got a good deal more than I figured.

But Mrs. Keen was my first introduction to the wonderful world of TV. It is, and has been, a great source of satisfaction and fulfillment for me, and I would not swap it for anything else.